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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

House of Chantix

Hi all of you out there trying to stop smoking or ones who have done it successfully...

Well, I must say I have been reading tons of bloggers entries and it helped with my decision to start Chantix. I even e-mailed a couple of people like Maggie from Maggies Mind to get some support. I think that this blog will help me bond with some other people out in Internet land that are doing their best to get off cigarettes or have done so successfully. I am on day five and have not smoked. I am in a weird situation as I went from the nicotine patch to Chantix so I haven't really enjoyed the free pass/week of quit that most people get. I figured I would not give myself a reason to go off the wagon as it is sometimes way too difficult to jump back on! I am still on a 14 mg patch until the weekend as I cannot go to work wanting to kill people or being in withdrawal mode.

I work as a high school teacher at a small continuation school for at risk youth and believe me, they will notice. Actually, the kids have been really great since I have begun the journey into the world of non-smoking. They smell me to see if I did not slip. I really feel like I am going to be able to do it this time!

Today is day seven of Chantix and I have only smoked two cigarettes! They tasted like as if I were smoking something off the bottom of someones shoe! I did walk by some people who were smoking and the zombie in me almost came out! I smelled the smell of a freshly lit cigarette and started fiending but then I kept reminding myself, "I am choosing not to smoke, I am on my way to becomming a non-smoker." For whatever reason, freshly buring cigarettes still trigger me but when I smell old smoke lingering on a person, its pretty disgusing! I seem to have superscent ability these days!

I will end with this...I have saved about $170.00 and am averaging about a 4.5 on the crave meter thing from the Chantix site. Hit me up people and let me know I can do it! This has got to be the hardest thing I have ever done and I have been clean and sober for over 20 years! I must remember: I AM AN ADDICT AND IF I PICK UP EVEN A SINGLE CIGARETTE, IT IS ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE I AM WILL BE A PACK A DAY SMOKER AGAIN.

Peace,
Diva

4 comments:

maggie's mind said...

Diva, yay, your blog is up and going! I will be reading along with you on your journey wishing you all the best! I will add your blog to the list of links on my blog if you would like, too.

I know you have cut way, way back (good job!). When is your quit date?

Tasina said...

What a journey you are on!! Please keep in touch with all the bloggers. I am 100% sure I could not have successfully quit with this community. Remember all those nice people you met outside in front of various ashtrays? We're all right here, but we smell a LOT better!

Cheers!

Mz Diva said...

My quit date is on the 11th which is tomorrow. Also, Tasina I love what you said about the people I have met in front of ashtrays?. I have me a lot of people while smoking and now I can meet the non-smokers INSIDE wherever I am! I have not read your blog and couldn't find it when I clicked on your link. Just saw your interest stuff. Send me a link and I will check it out.
Peace,
Diva

Tasina said...

http://tasinastime.blogspot.com