I really want to smoke today..the tuggings as Maggie calls them have been calling my name. I am going through a lot of emotional stuff and it is really easy to stuff your feelings with cigarettes. I don't WANT to smoke but I do want to feel that AHHHHHHHH feeling from the hit of the nicotine. I want to stuff what I am feeling down but I know that even if I do smoke the Chantix will not let me feel that AHHHHHHH feeling so I have not lit up! I am going to go and get something to eat and breathe in some fresh air. Lets see, the four D's..... Delay, Do something else, Drink water/fluids and I forgot the last one. I am going to get off this computer and go do something else and drink/eat something. Hopefully, that will take care of it. Just in case I took my second dose of Chantix early tonite.